it's more that he's really awkward when it comes to sex. It wasn't like this when we were dating (it never is), he didn't used to have any problem throwing down. I don't know exactly what the problem is, but sometimes I think he might be intimidated by me. When you first start dating, you're sort of on an even playing field. Neither one of you is sure of the other person's "buttons", so you feel around it's a lot of fun. After awhile though, you sort of expect the other person to figure things out. I'm really good at that part. I sex, I doing new things, figuring out new ways to get off. I pay attention to my partner's body, I ask questions, it's almost like an for me. I've really tried telling/showing him what I want, what gets me off, but there are things he just doesn't "get" and I'm not sure they're things that can be learned. i don't expect him to turn into a porn or anything, but I wish he would give me a proper spanking once in a while, or even just make out with me. I don't want to be submissive, I just don't want to have to be dominant all the time. I not having to teach too
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I feel like I'm sleepwalking through life without you. There are days that I'm devastated but for the most part, I'm just numb. It will take years for me to truly believe that you are gone. You will never read this; you will never understand how much I love you; I will never let you see how lost I am without you. I do hope you figure out how to be happy with her. What a waste of both of our lives if you don't.
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I had a dream about you last night... I never tell anyone about my dreams, sometimes there is a strong measure of truth for me to figure out, and it would be so wrong, in the wrong hands. We were in a huge 2 story house. My sister was making the bed for me, that had an incredible amount of red draping. There were no walls in the house, it looked more like a huge, well done, warehouse loft. I would not speak to you in my dream, (and as I had to break up with you, find it not wise to share too much with you, yet, in reality, either). You sent hundreds of red, blue, and yellow mylar balloons to me. So many that I laughed so much upon the delivery. Then came the flowers. Huge stalky flowers with white and purple blooms, larger than me. They were in huge glass vases, and I positioned them all around the house. I walked in to find you surrounded by many friends. And this is the hilarious part- you had a long beard! Haha Imagine- your 19 year old baby face, covered in a ridiculously thick black beard. Then I saw a huge bag of drugs in your lap. I felt really betrayed, and felt like you used me as a cover- my house, or our house. Then a man walked in, took the bag, and left, as if it did not belong to you. I locked the doors, and felt no other foreign presence. None of that makes sense on a surface level- and the beginning of the dream, really had me in stitches, and smiling. It was comforting to feel your lady seeking casual sex CO Colorado springs 80918 presence still there. Then everyone else was gone, but my sister reminded me of the balloons, while I was holding them, as they were blowing in a breeze, from an open window, I got lost in them, and started laughing. My sister asked me what on earth would I do with the huge flowers... then we both started laughing. Then I remembered how much I truly do miss you, and woke up sad, because my sad pathetic reality is that I had to let you go, so that one day you will be happy, without any dependence on anything-including me. You really were my flowers, and mylar balloons. I suppose we had to let go, to set each other free. I love you.
Please ask me for no initials. This is intended for me- he would not be reading this, and will not find it, I assure you.
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