Older women searching friendship

My New Year's wish... This is gonna be difficult. I am looking for a really good man, someone who could prove to me that it's possible to trust somebody again. I'm looking for someone caring with good heart. I don't really give much about about your looks, good hygiene on the other hand is a must. :) Someone who knows that respect and honesty are the basis of every friendship, someone who really cares. Like I said, a good man, doesn't mean a rich man. I don't care what job you do, what car you drive or judge in any way about someones past, as long as it remains there. It would help if you like too. I am 420 friendly, just not all day, every day. I'm a bit on the heavier side, 5'6 ish in height. What I would like is that butterfly feeling in my , love, trust, communication and a feeling of belonging with someone. I want someone who can appreciate the little things in life, nature, camping, cooking together, talking, trimming the tree, walks and whatever else we can come up with. I want someone who can look at me and be happy.